And when she says she knows how smart I am, how capable, I want to cry. She expects too much. I expect me to live, that's it. I have no fun anymore; it all boils down to her. Every day, it's her. I see her every single day and every day she makes me feel worse and worse and worse and I know she'll never apologize, because it's not like she's doing anything wrong. I'm the one who tries to manipulate her with my fake tears, I'm the one who's insensitive and never helps her, not even once, I'm so insensitive. If only I did everything she says the way she says it life would be so much simpler. But no, I had to rebel. I had to grow up and ruin everything.
12.19.08
so i
herd u
liek mudkips?
I've decided no one gives a fuck about my shit. I guess I'll just have to count my blessings.
At least I'm good at Guitar Hero. Sigh.I don't have a best friend at the current moment, but my number 1 spot will always be taken. Sorry. If you'd like to inquire about the best friend applications you have to get in touch with me ... at school.
The people I
do like however, can include you in a snappish amount of time. You don't even need to bribe me with cookies.
I find I'm way too insecure around people my age. It hinders my socializing ability therefore: I fail at life. If you actually wanna be my friend for some odd reason (e.g., I may have cookies that you might want), you're going to have to sympathize/get over it. I don't know if I'm hard to get along with or annoying or what, but I try not to be. Just keep that in mind.
xxx
today.I want to be numb.
p.s., I've reached 500 pageviews. Don't know how or why.
Haven't been on in a while. Don't get me wrong, I LOOOVE talking about myself. .__.
So did I even mention I actually did go to College Academy? No?
Well, I go to College Academy, now. :D
Yeah, yeah. Before I was like "
"
But it's pretty okay. I mean, the free time. Right now I'm on the internet. :D
AND MOST PEOPLE WOULD BE IN CLASS. Fwahahaha~
...
Yeah, anyway.
Life has been pretty awkward, you know?
Just not connecting in the right places.
Also, Diana let me borrow Phoenix Wright and... I am in love. With Edgeworth? No. Though he is sexy. I'm not going to lie to you, he is. I also like Phoenix. c: He's pretty great. I've been making law jokes for a while now. .___.
My friends must be annoyed.
Oh yeah, I'm in the second game still. I have no time to play consistently so I'm stuck often. D: It took me three freaking days to solve ONE case. Oh well.
I also have to take the PSAT soon. :/
...
I saw Whip It. It was pretty great. :D
Ellen Page and Landon Pigg (whatthefuck kind of name is that?) made a cute couple. I was sad when (*spoiler*). Yup. I bet you were sad too. She didn't have to (*spoiler*), though. I was like "WHY, ELLEN PAGE?! WHY?!" And as you might guess, I was excited 'cause Heart In a Cage played during the movie. :D
Also, Albert is in rehab, apparently. And I really don't think the Strokes are getting back together. :/
So sad. But I'm looking forward to Julian's solo album. <3
Ramble, Ramble. Haha.
Hi. I'm Angelica. I like Pokémon and complaining. I'm a youngster, but I freak out like a 42-year-old mother. This is just me worrying about getting into college.