So, turns out a google search for 'what to do when you're pretty sure everyone and everything in the world is not going to stop sucking even if you smile forever' did not yield many useful results. I did find this, though: girlsareprettyforver.
Yay.


In case y'all didn't know, I enjoy finding entertaining blogs and such. Yeah, yeah. Porn is so much more fruitful than this site. Stop rubbing it in.

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I wish we lived in a world where all the bullshit, all the hate, the misconceptions, I wish they were all background noise. I wish that one day, I could walk to the park and have it dawn on me that those aren't the most important things in life. I see a baby bird learning to fly and that should make me happy. It doesn't. I spend the time thinking about how sad and pathetic my life is. About how sad and pathetic I am. And the truth is, it doesn't matter. Whoever wants to stand next to you in the summer, when it's pouring and pouring. Whoever stands there with you, because neither of you wants to get your hair wet, that's who matters. Who cares what I think about myself? Everyone else is busy contemplating things past store windows. I see mannequins dressed up in snappy clothes and I think about how I'd like to manage this. I think to myself, how am I going to be happy? I feel happiness as something I'll come across when I have everything sorted out. But happiness isn't your neighbor knocking on your door on Thursday, happiness is something you set out and find, even after your life seems shitty and useless, happiness is there, inside you. Waiting. Get over yourself. Your life will get better, but you have to make it better. I do. We do. I'm sick of waiting. But then I'll wake up tomorrow and everything will be the same.

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"I want to know that you won't wake up one day and feel different."

"I can't give you that. Nobody can."


I'm the hero in this story, don't need to be saved.
I'm the hero in this story, don't need to be saved.

Labels: hero--Regina Spektor

In order of preference:

1. Science is a Verb Now (CHECK.)
2. You, Me. Smoochin'. (CHECK)
   
3. Lomo sidekick bag. Though the site won't open. Fooey.
4. 35mm film.
   
5. Lomo Oktomat
   
6. Make Me a Sandwich!
7. T-Rex's Busy Day (CHECK.)
   
8. Clearly I Have Made Some Bad Decisions
9. Missing Bike
10. Infinity Bike
11. Use Your Brain

Hello, all. All 0 of you that is.

Ha.

So, I feel it's worth mentioning that I found coconut-and-oat-flour-scented shaving cream. I was like "I EFFING LOVE WALMART." (Hee hee. Walmart. :B)

ANYWAY. How's it going? Good? Well, I'm doing okay I guess. No, not really. But I'm trying. No, not really. At least I've gotten all my homework done! I hope I don't fall into the clutches of procrastination again, though I probably will. BUT I WILL NOT LIKE IT.

Nyarr. I don't know. I've been like freaking out because my room is not clean. I'm not doing anything about it, but it really really bothers me. It's pretty clean, but it could be cleaner. I feel like I am neglecting it and myself.

So yeah, that's it. Bye.

Labels: all the same crap I always talk about, jorgen.

"Tuesday night, at the bible study, we lift our hands and pray over your body but nothing ever happens."

Hi. I'm Angelica. I like Pokémon and complaining. I'm a youngster, but I freak out like a 42-year-old mother. This is just me worrying about getting into college.

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