So I'm always making these lesbian jokes and mentioning how hot other chicks are (well, not
that obnoxiously) and I got to thinking, what if I actually am a lesbian?
I mean, I like dudes (like ----- ----; he's so cyuute~ :3 ^w^ kawaii~~*~*~*~*) but I also think girls are attractive too.
Now, I know what you're thinking, I know. But I really, really hate the word bisexual.
I have friends who are bisexual and that's fucking awesome and everything, but to me, it's just not an acceptable description. It's sounds so restrictive to me, when it's ... not.
Why can't you like whoever you like? I wish gay people could be accepted and they could
marry whoever the fuck they wanted! And I'm cool with the idea of just liking whoever I want! But most of the time, bisexual to me just sounds kind of ... selfish. I don't think my bi friends are selfish at all, but I guess that's where I get hypocritical.
"Oh, you like guys and girls? That's cool!"
I never want to hear anyone say that to me, ever. And I've been battling this notion for a couple of months now, and it sucks that I'm so reluctant to accept, if there is anything to accept, because I would love for all people to be comfortable with their sexuality, especially the gay ones, because it is so tough nowadays. But of course, I secretly don't want to put myself through that.
I don't know...
I've had fantasies, but that doesn't mean anything, you know.
I just wish I could like whoever I want and just be happy with myself.
But of course, that's the whole point of this whole project.
Hi. I'm Angelica. I like Pokémon and complaining. I'm a youngster, but I freak out like a 42-year-old mother. This is just me worrying about getting into college.