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It's not like it would happen

but sometimes I have ideas of things I would write if I committed suicide.
But I mean, yeah, I'm sad, but not sad enough? You can always be sad enough, but even though I can be pretty cynical, I don't think I am doing this because I actually want to kill myself.

I think I just like the morbid idea. But there are still so many things to do. And even if my hopes are still hazy, there is ice cream and science fiction and all the stuff a girl needs. Because really, if everyday difficulties were all that bad, everyone would have offer themselves by now and they haven't, so there must be something that's worth it.








I always tell myself I'm not afraid of death, but deep down, I probably am.

"Tuesday night, at the bible study, we lift our hands and pray over your body but nothing ever happens."

Hi. I'm Angelica. I like Pokémon and complaining. I'm a youngster, but I freak out like a 42-year-old mother. This is just me worrying about getting into college.

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